i love you behind the break up :"

언젠가는 헤어질 것 같아서
eonjenganeun heeojil geot gataseo
아플 만큼 아파할 것 같아서
apeul mankeum apahal geot gataseo
나 한 걸음씩 한 걸음씩 사랑에게 멀어졌는데
na han georeumssik han georeumssik sarangege meoreojyeonneunde
누군가가 소리 없이 다가와
nugungaga sori eobsi dagawa
닫혀있던 내 맘 자꾸만 흔들리게
datyeoitdeon nae mam jakkuman heundeullige

이별은 항상 사랑 뒤를 따라와
ibyeoreun hangsang sarang dwireul ttarawa
떠날 때 사랑까지 데려가
tteonal ttae sarangkkaji deryeoga
다 알지만 다 알지만
da aljiman da aljiman
그대가 내 마지막 이면 좋겠어
geudaega nae majimak imyeon jokesseo

그대 있는 그곳으로 서둘러
geudae inneun geugoseuro seodulleo
같이 있는 시간 조금 더 길어지게
gachi inneun sigan jogeum deo gireojige

이별은 항상 사랑 뒤를 따라와
ibyeoreun hangsang sarang dwireul ttarawa
떠날 때 사랑까지 데려가
tteonal ttae sarangkkaji deryeoga
다 알지만 다 알지만
da aljiman da aljiman
그대가 내 마지막이면
geudaega nae majimagimyeon

죽어도 나를 사랑하지 않아도
jugeodo nareul saranghaji anhado
즐 기듯 나를 다치게 해도
jeulgideut nareul dachige haedo
미워 안 해 미워 안 해
miwo an hae miwo an hae
내가 먼저 사랑했으니까
naega meonjeo saranghaesseunikka

언 젠가는 헤어져도 괜찮아
eonjenganeun heeojyeodo gwaenchanha
아플 만큼 아파져도 괜찮아
apeul mankeum apajyeodo gwaenchanha

good bye tears

It was so hard. i always cried. the day when everyone left,
those cold words slicing my heart. if you weren't there who knows what would happen to me

I won't cry again like a fool
Because love grew as much as it was hurt
It might be hard, but stay where my heart can lean on to
It's a goodbye to my yesterday's scar and my tears

Everything will pass, so as time passes a seed will bud within the heart
Even those scars that love touched were wrapped with love by you.

Now, i am going to take a first step as if i was just born
It might be lonely, but please watch me

My footsteps, it will lead to deeper parts of the sunlight
Those passed times, it's rewinded for tomorrow
Hold my hand so i can follow where you're once more
It's a goodbye to those painful memories, painful scars and painful tears.

anjing

jadi ragu sama semua yg udah gue ucapin . anjing !!!!!

wtf

i think that's just a nonsense and temporary. haha wtf ! damn you freak
bangsyaaaaaat brengsyeek anjying babyii. taiiiikkkk ! nvrwnttblvnygn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dari hati yg paling dalam ngetzzz :D

hmmm aku gak nyangka semuanya bisa berubah, aku kira aku gak akan pernah ngerasain lagi indahnya dicintai dan mencintai seseorang.
udah selama 6bulan aku trauma buat mencintai seseorang.
tapi saat ini semuanya berubah karna seseorang, yap sekarang sudah ada seseorang yg udah buat aku ngerasain lagi indahnya jatuh cinta
bima orangnya, semenjak ada bima aku bisa ngelupain "dia" seseorang yg telah membuat aku menjadi cewek yg jahat ! aku benci dia.
terimakasih bima you change my life
love you so much hon :*
semua perkataan temen gue masih bisa gue inget "lo pasti bakalan dapetin seseorang yg lebih van"
yap that's true, sekarang aku udah mendapatkannya. love you more bima fatra ramadhan (˘⌣˘)ε˘`) ♥

freak

today is not good !

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semalem kan gue pergi sama herra saat itu jalan2 gak jelas kaya orang pele -_-
nah karna gue laper gue cari makanan yg enak, awalnya bingung tuh mau makan apaan makan bakso bosen, ph kejauhan ke kemang dulu, ke gfc males banyak tmn gue,makan sea food lagi gak kepengen.
dan akhirnya gue pernah inget temen gue makan ketoprak dan secara tiba2 gue mau makan KETOPRAK hihi
awalnya muter2 tuh nyari ketoprak gak ketemu2 sampe gue cari ke ujung dunia hahahaha
nah akhirnya ketemu lah di mutiara gading wk yaudah terpenuhi juga keinginan gue makan dah tuh sampe selesai
laluuuuuuu setelah selesai makan bingung kan mau kemana gue tiba2 di suruh ke warbeh tuh yaudah otw warbeh deh bodo amat lah meskipun udah mau jam 9.
ya kemudian sampe warbeh tuh disana ketemu si bodong dan gue ada janji martabak keju waktu itu dan yasudah otomatis ngeluarin duit dah tuh beli martabak haha
cuma gue gak makan martabaknya karna gue udah kenyang makan ketoprak :D
pas disana ngobrol2 sama alay,arbi,banyak deh dan gak ketinggalan juga hobby gue keluar yaitu NGECENGIN ORANG :P
karna disitu ada arip yaudah gue cengin deh tuh abis2an karna nembak tmn gue ditolak WKAWKWAK kasian :p
terus disana si bodong bikin gue ENVY -_- dia ngerangkul2 herra mesera2an depan gue lagi njir songong.
tapi gue woles sih soalnya kan gue udah punya pacar wkakaka :p
udah ah lanjut lagi jgn curhat hahaha
setelah ngakak ngobrol2 apaan tau tiba2 si kucrit pake motor vespa yg di modif wkwk
gatau gue itu motor siapa dan ada rasa keinginan buat naikinnya ._.
pas itu gue dibonceng zikri naik motor itu wkakwkawkka anjir ngakak
kaki gue berasa di refleksi getarannya yahut tuh motor kwkwkwk
yaudah lanjut ngakak deh tuh disitu
pas liat jam udah malem juga ternyata yaudah gue cau pulang dan gak lupa kalimat seperti biasa terucap "bro gue balik dulu ye" asik anak gawl wkwk cuih malessss jadi anak gawl. aku anak polos yg tak tau apa2 dan tak paham dosa ._.
yaudah pulang deh tuh, terus herra ngajakin lewat rawalumbu jmbtn 6 katanya mau liat yoga -___- jeh masih aja mikirin mantan wkwkwk
setelah sampe sana ternyata yoganya gak ada yaahhh kasian yaa hahaha
dan pada saat mau pulang entah herra lagi ngapain mungkin lagi meleng.
tiba2 bunyi KREK pas nengok kenalpot orang patah -_-
ternyataaaaaaaaaa dia nyerempet kenalpot org zzzz
terus ya otomatis balik buat tanggung jawab.
eh tapi org yg diserempet nyolot bgt dia ngomong gini "kalo gak mau tanggung jawab gue bisa laporin motor lo" HELLLOOOOOO kenalpotnya kan udah mau diganti bego !
lo mau bawa hukum juga ayo aja gua mah emang gua takut
udah tau keluarga gue org hukum semua hahaha pengacara gek ada. brigjen tni gek ada !
terus pas gue tanya emg harganya brp tuh kenalpot ? dia bilang 70ribu. dari matanya ketauan banget ngira gue gak punya duit -_- hoam
yaudah kasih dah tuh selembar dan sambil minta kembalian, eh ternyata dia gak punya duit wkwkwk gembel lo !
yaudah otomatis nukerin deh tuh dan ngasih duit 70rb ke org itu. pertamanya ogah2an nerima tuh duit eh akhirnya diterima juga kan tuh duit ! dasar BEGO kesel sendiri gue jadinya pas nginget kemarin malem -_-

with my friends♥

maybe i cant draw a profesional

this is for you

jst want you to know i love you so much more than you know bima fatra :)
maybe you dnt believe if i really love you but you must know you make me feel a wonderful feeling
♥bima fatra ramadhan(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)

i hate yesterday

you know ? yesterday is a bad day for me ! (n) you know why ? cause i have many troubles. damn !

FIRST. i must go to school when i want sleep again

SECOND. i see freak teacher, freak teacher is arsya and partner

THIRD. yesterday the wether is very hot

FOURTH. when arrived at school martha says "are you bima girlfriend" damn ! do you know ? i've just ending of love ! baru putus ta ! zz -_-

FIFTH. when france subjects madam is so talkative she's always angry and angry and she said "if you dont like me you can get out" oh my god she always repeat the sentence

SIXTH. rara make me angry and want to slap. you know why ? cause she asked "do you end the relationship ?" and the she laugh like a pig

SEVENTH. sinta had come and ask same as martha. and i didnt answer, i just laugh like a fool

EIGHTH. when he tell all of everything about what happened ! when he spoke it , i can only speak in my heart "keep calm vanny your a strong girl, and dont be sad ! manage your emotions"and then he said "I just want to calm the situation, maybe a few days until everything is back to normal" 
hmmm i don't know that is just a nonsense or not !
hopefully isnt a nonsense
haha this is make me laugh like a fool! HAHAHA :'D